Endija Lukstina

school discotheque


& the only other
eastern european woman at the party
says who
are you talking to?

in my pussybowed blouse
i’m a musical chair,
a flat-footed waterbird
on parque
t


from the perspective of the swan nesting under the sauna in malmö 

wisps and wisps

neckache

my mate brings

salty slick ribbons

what the sea splays out

on this coast

making a slippery house

for my children



from the perspective of me watching the swan at the sauna in malmö

today i felt especially bottom-heavy. like you.
how you shine. in your weird nest. a perfect temperature. a soft breeze.
your neck, my tampon string.
in the communal showers the wealthy women
speak a different language.
but the landscapes,
the cakes, the rites are familiar,
echolocated.

Endija Lukstina is a Latvian poet and translator based in Glasgow, Scotland. Their poems have been published by sincere corkscrew press, Ambient Receiver and Discount Guillotine among others, and are upcoming in Anthropocene and cutwifemag.